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After a year, speaking Dad’s name, carrying his teachings

Dear Dad,

You died a year ago.

This week, you arrive at the lodge in the West — and will be welcomed by all of our ancestors; your sister and two brothers, your grandparents, your aunties and uncles, your mom and dad, and the love of your life, my mom.

We can say your name again, Mizhana-Giizhik-iban or Murray Sinclair-iban, without worry that you might see tears in our eyes and want to come back to console us, delaying your journey.

So, it’s a joyous time. I’m glad you have arrived.

I still miss you very much, but a smile comes to my face when I think about how happy I know you will be when you see all of those you haven’t seen for such a long time.

I imagine you tasting the food you love, sitting around that beautiful fire, and telling jokes to any and all who will listen.

The Honourable Murray Sinclair pictured in 2022 at the ceremonial ground breaking for the National Centre for Truth and Reconciliation. (Ruth Bonneville / Free Press files)

The Honourable Murray Sinclair pictured in 2022 at the ceremonial ground breaking for the National Centre for Truth and Reconciliation. (Ruth Bonneville / Free Press files)

There are a few things happening here since you left. The world, as it was before, is complicated.

There’s a high-profile federal budget release on the anniversary of your death, which I know you would have loved to talk about.

Assembly of First Nations National Chief Cindy Woodhouse called me and wanted to make sure she quoted you properly when she responds — as you always did — your legacy continues in so many conversations in Ottawa.

Here at home, Premier Wab Kinew is focused on dealing with poverty, Winnipeg Centre MP Leah Gazan is trying to figure out a way to deal with residential school deniers (like those who wouldn’t leave you alone), and Health Sciences Centre — the place you spent so much time trying to help — continues to be the front line for so much of our community.

Some of this world is the same. Donald Trump is still producing and provoking endless drama.

I know you’re probably most upset the Blue Jays lost a heartbreaker in the World Series and the Winnipeg Blue Bombers lost dramatically in the playoffs, but the Jets are looking good this season.

Indigenous athletes, though, are still experiencing a disproportionate amount of racism.

All of that pales in comparison to the hope your home showed this past September 30 — a day you believed in so very, very much.

When I feel lost — mostly when I realize I can’t phone you anymore — I turn on one of your many talks.

I sit in wonder at how you handled being the first in so many rooms, how you dealt with ignorance with grace, and how you always expected people to act with dignity, no matter where they came from and whatever they had learned.

My favourite is hearing when you spoke to young people because that is so often how you spoke to me: with love, kindness, and so much gentleness, often about the hardest of things.

Today I will have mushrooms, carrot cake and porridge — your favourite foods — to honour you, leaving a little out in creation for your spirit to feast on, too.

I will try to walk as a proud Anishinaabe person, as you taught me and so many others.

I will also believe in this place and the people as you did and try to help make it a better place, so, when it’s time for me to leave, it will be.

I will do it for you, Dad. As you did for me.

As you did for all of us.

 

Niigaan Sinclair, Columnist

 

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FIVE STORIES ON TURTLE ISLAND

1. APTN has uncovered that billions of dollars in federal contracts intended to engage and empower Indigenous businesses across the country are mostly flowing to just two dozen firms in the Ottawa region.

While the federal government follows a procurement strategy for Indigenous businessa strategy that often doesn’t meet targets — Indigenous businesses in proportionally-high areas such as Manitoba, Saskatchewan, and B.C. are simply being left out in the cold while nearby Ottawa-centred businesses profit mightily.

Largely because of the weak standards and policies within federal procurement departments, there are now wide-scale concerns that the federal government’s upcoming surge in spending on major projects could again steer most Indigenous-intended spending toward Ottawa-area firms and little elsewhere.


2. This past week, Indigenous veterans met in Winnipeg for the third annual Indigenous Veterans Summit.

Hosted by the Southern Chiefs Organization, veterans and their allies met to discuss how to further support Indigenous peoples in the Canadian military and to celebrate the recent passing of Bill 210 in Manitoba, recognizing Nov. 8 as the Indigenous Veterans Day.

Last week, the Canadian Armed Forces apologized to all current and former Indigenous CAF members and their families who have experienced systemic racism, racial discrimination, and racial harassment in connection to their military service.

Speaking of honouring Indigenous veterans, SCO is also hosting a powwow to honour their contributions on Nov. 8 at Sergeant Tommy Prince Place at 90 Sinclair St.


3. The federal government has misplaced 132 pieces of Indigenous art and “risks losing trust with Indigenous artists” if bureaucrats do not tighten their policies, a recently discovered federal report states.

Representing nearly three per cent of all federal holdings of First Nations, Inuit and Métis art, the works were marked as lost in November 2024 and were in the past distributed for display throughout federal government departments. It’s unknown precisely which art is missing (further evidence of poor management); regardless, a significant portion of Canadian history is now likely gone forever.


4. The federal Standing Committee on Indigenous and Northern Affairs this week heard from Indigenous police forces throughout the country who say they are having trouble providing policing services on First Nations because they are not deemed an “essential service.”

Long an interest among chiefs at the Assembly of First Nations, this means 36 First Nations-run police services throughout Canada who provide service to 156 First Nations and almost one-third of the country’s land mass are in crisis mode or are shutting down, leaving their work to RCMP and other provincial police forces.


5. The winner of “Indigenous stereotype of the week” goes to U.S. Vice President JD Vance.

At an event last week, Vance perpetuated the lie that pre-contact Indigenous communities practised human sacrifice widely and the arrival of Christians on the continent ended this savagery.

U.S. Vice President JD Vance takes the stage during a campus tour event at the University of Mississippi on Oct. 29. (Gerald Herbert / The Associated Press)

U.S. Vice President JD Vance takes the stage during a campus tour event at the University of Mississippi on Oct. 29. (Gerald Herbert / The Associated Press)

While human sacrifice was practised throughout all cultures and communities of the world (including Christian ones: check out the multiple stories of stoning in the Bible, for instance), reports of Indigenous nations performing more human sacrifice than anyone else is simply a Eurocentric fantasy and “invention,” according to scientists.

Add this to one of the many, many instances of Vance “inventing stories” about racialized people for “media interest” — as he has admitted to doing in the past.

 


IN PICTURES

An Indigenous dancer, one of several groups gathered from all over the bay area, performs during Dia De Los Muertos festivities in the Fruitvale district in Oakland, Calif., on Nov. 2. (Carlos Avila Gonzalez/San Francisco Chronicle via The Associated Press)

An Indigenous dancer, one of several groups gathered from all over the bay area, performs during Dia De Los Muertos festivities in the Fruitvale district in Oakland, Calif., on Nov. 2. (Carlos Avila Gonzalez/San Francisco Chronicle via The Associated Press)

Brazil's President Luiz Inacio Lula da Silva, right, talks with Indigenous leaders after an inauguration ceremony for Minister of the General Secretariat Guilherme Boulos at the Planalto presidential palace, in Brasilia, Brazil on Oct. 29. (Eraldo Peres / The Associated Press)

Brazil’s President Luiz Inacio Lula da Silva, right, talks with Indigenous leaders after an inauguration ceremony for Minister of the General Secretariat Guilherme Boulos at the Planalto presidential palace, in Brasilia, Brazil on Oct. 29. (Eraldo Peres / The Associated Press)

RECONCILI-ACTION OF THE WEEK

Every week I highlight an action, moment, or milestone forwarding reconciliation, illustrating how far Canada has come — and how far the country has yet to go.

This week’s reconciliaction is the 10-year anniversary of the National Centre for Truth and Reconciliation (NCTR).

The centre was “decades in the making” before it opened its doors on the campus of the University of Manitoba on November 3, 2015.

The centre was founded to provide a space for research, public education, and an archive for studies into Canada’s policy on residential schools and its lasting legacy throughout Canadian society after all of the work that went into the Truth and Reconciliation Commission.

Survivors Keith Chiefmoon (left) and Antoine Mountain (centre), look up along with Premier Wab Kinew, the minister responsible for Indigenous reconciliation, announces that his government will be putting forward $20 million to support the construction of a permanent home for the National Centre for Truth and Reconciliation (NCTR) at the University of Manitoba during a ceremony on Sept. 12. (Mike Deal/Free Press files)

Survivors Keith Chiefmoon (left) and Antoine Mountain (centre), look up along with Premier Wab Kinew, the minister responsible for Indigenous reconciliation, announces that his government will be putting forward $20 million to support the construction of a permanent home for the National Centre for Truth and Reconciliation (NCTR) at the University of Manitoba during a ceremony on Sept. 12. (Mike Deal/Free Press files)

As the NCTR prepares for a new building and new chapter, the centre marks 10 years as a place for all Canadians to listen and learn from one another while committing to a spirit of reconciliation together.

 
 

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WHAT I'VE BEEN WORKING ON

Niigaan Sinclair:

World Series anthem outcry ignores truth of lyric change

One word in a national anthem is small, but apparently changes the world — that is, if you listen to some fans, commentators, and social media “influencers.” Read More

 

Niigaan Sinclair:

Panicked B.C. citizens could learn from Naawi-Oodena

At Winnipeg's former Kapyong Barracks, Treaty 1 is creating a space for everyone to enjoy. Citizens of Richmond, B.C., should take note. Read More

 

Niigaan Sinclair:

Never-ending trauma takes toll on Manitoba First Nations

What would it be like to live in a perpetual state of trauma? Trauma, according to numerous psychiatrists, doctors and scientists, is like memory. Caused by singular or multiple events of pain and suf... Read More

 
 
 

LOCAL NEWS

Scott Billeck:

Long Plain to lead environmental review of controversial sand mine proposal

Long Plain First Nation has signed a memorandum of understanding with Sio Silica Corp. to lead an Indigenous-controlled environmental review and consultation process for its proposed silica sand mine... Read More

 

Marsha McLeod:

A renewed call for action

Decades-long fight to repeal discriminatory second-generation cut-off rekindled on Parliament Hill Read More

 

Free Press staff:

Winnipeg MP’s private member’s bill would make residential school denialism a crime

Manitoba New Democrat MP Leah Gazan reintroduced a private member’s bill Friday that would criminalize residential school denialism, saying “real action” is needed to combat rising anti-Indigenous hat... Read More

 

Chris Kitching:

First Nation calls for ferry service to resume

A northern Manitoba First Nation is urging the provincial government to resume a “lifeline” ferry service, after the boat was grounded by low water levels that have since increased. Read More

 

Erik Pindera:

First Nations accuse Hydro, province, feds of profiting from land

Two First Nations are suing Manitoba Hydro and the provincial and federal governments, claiming the institutions have made billions of dollars through hydroelectric operations on land the communities... Read More

 

Chris Kitching:

‘Nothing is safe’: Manitoba First Nation chief says hackers diverted $200K in federal funds to outside account

Federal funds that were supposed to be transferred to a Manitoba First Nation were diverted to an outside bank account in an apparent hack, the community’s chief revealed Thursday. Read More

 
 

OPINION

Deborah Schnitzer:

Eldest son’s birthday an occasion to mark circle of life

In October, I flew to Kingston for my eldest son Ben’s 46th birthday. It is not only incredible how swiftly nature takes her course, but also how incredible circles can be completed within one’s lifet... Read More

 

Melanie Janzen and Xiaoxiao Du:

A classroom for all students and cultures

The recently reported news about a student being assaulted in a high school is disturbing. Although the motives of the assault are unclear, the assailants were reported to have been making fun of the student’s accent. Read More

 
 

ARTS & LIFE

Ben Waldman:

Bearing the weight of history

With few words, play captures isolation, ethnic cleansing behind residential schools Read More

 

Conrad Sweatman:

Born under fire

As the only province to enter Confederation to the sound of gunshots, Manitoba’s political history is anything but boring Read More

 

Conrad Sweatman:

U of W prof wins prize for cultural contributions

University of Winnipeg professor Ryan Eyford has nabbed this year’s Vigdís Prize, one of Iceland’s most prestigious awards of its kind. Read More

 

Ben Waldman:

Survival instincts

‘Embodied storytelling’ conveys life of residential school residents in young-adult play Read More

 

Ben Sigurdson:

Poetry project shines light on Rooster Town

A new little-free-library-sized literary installation featuring poetry is a personal reconciliation project of Winnipeg writer Bernie Kruchak. Read More

 
 

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